The Akashic Records In My Life – PART I

How did Akashic Records’s influence in my life ?  – PART I

This is a series I am starting, largely on writing on I have used the Records, whys, how do I manage the issues, how’s the learning path.  This is structured like a mock interview I would ask another person. In this case, I put these across to myself.

 

Q : Why did I pick this up ?

A : Tire of repeating issues in my life, I feel life is definitely more than this. I seem to have an affinity with healing modalities, I like learning them and using them to help myself and others. Prior to the Records, I have exposed myself to a lot of knowledge, and other healing modalities.  I feel this would take the healing of some issues to a deeper level.

 

Q : What are the most difficult issues for me, when I first started learning about the Records?

A : The willingness to do the stuff they put out. The stopping of myself with the questions first before the teacher can have time to explain. The prayer isn’t difficult, the time isn’t a lot of expectation. The difficulty largely comes from the prior programming I take on in this life, and in other lives.

 

Q : So how did you deal with that ?

A : Take it as it comes. I was lucky to have friends and teachers to ask. At times, it’s just time to dive in and ask. And to learn it as it goes. It’s funny to look at how my previous belief would have me – doubting on everything, asking questions on everything – and ended up exactly at ground ZERO !!

 

Q : Do I always do exactly what they put across ?

A : Honestly, not always. Now, this is not because they issue harmful advice, crazy advice or threatening.  Nothing of the sort.  I see this largely as some of the stuff not being cleared within myself, or that I am actually fearful of success, love, good things in life ( yes, sadly, but I grew up in that ).  But as I continue to work with others, and myself, the amount of trusting increases many folds.

 

Q : Do I love them ?

A : Not in the sense of love in romance,  but in the sense of mutual respect (liken a student with the teacher ).  It deepens every time I work with them, particularly on parts which I haven’t yet seen clearly. I definitely enjoy their spontaneity and sense of humor.

 

Q : What is my relationship with the Masters, Teachers, Loved Ones ?

A : Largely colored with humor, honesty and sometimes an air of rebellious. I do really appreciate them for letting me be me. And I never fear being punished when I say no to them.

 

Q : Are you afraid of changes , and therefore deny yourself the chance ?

A : Truly yes~ I suspect many do. Either they don’t know it ( and deny furiously ), or they know it ( and deny furiously ).  I know I would become defensive once someone pointed me those holes, it’s how I watch out, observe. A good question to ask – how can I work on myself today to clear this fear of changes etc ?

 

Q : How do you know, feel the changes ? Is it always immediate ?

A :  Sometimes yes, sometimes no. The few times I feel an immediate clearing of some parts of the area slightly outside of me, sometimes within the body. Sometimes the changes come in phrases. Sometimes I would notice the subtle changes – (Hm, I didn’t think I use to think like this in the past. )

I attribute this to 2 factors

1. How sensitive and aware am I of my emotions, thoughts, body each day
2. How much I note down in my journal

In times I suspect a change, I use dowsing to get a figure on an area before a date. And then I then dowse /find out what is it now.

This is largely to satisfy my rational mind, because I don’t really fathom growing rationality entirely out of the window.

Also, please read Walking Your Blues Away: How to Heal the Mind and Create Emotional Well-Being by Thom Hartmann. There are sections on it on the apparent amnesia of the mind when things are healed, because the emotional charge is absent

Q : Does this mean I must throw my logic away ?

A : Nope, in the end, you will catch a glimpse of this other sense of “knowing”. Which is more powerful than logic. This sense of knowing comes from the heart and never lies.

Q : Is this work contradictory of what I learnt in my faith ?

A : My faith is Buddhism. I do not see it as opposite. I see it as an avenue to continue expansion of the mind – Love, Compassion and Wisdom. Buddhism has a fantastic body of knowledge and intimate knowledge of hands-on practice, training of the mind, psychology information that is supported by many science and mystic knowledge. And because I continue to expose myself to many other kinds of modality, I work on finding the common ground between all of them.

 

That’s all for now. Have fun reading!